How is it that i'll be able to write when i'm happy but not when sad? Its not fair.
There are times when i'm so depressed and want to write about it, my mind goes blank. This happens only when i start to write a post in the blog. Not when i'm really writing in a book. Can write my diary anytime. Its so strange when i look at what i've written in my diary and then take a look at my blog. They are so different. All my posts here are barely couple of lines where i express my anger or stupidness or happiness. Also while writing a post, i try to not go away from the topic i've intended to write about. Although not been able to i guess.
But when you are writing in your diary or personal journal or whatever you call it, you don't think at all before or while writing. I love that. You just pour your heart out in it. When you've written while crying, there will be patches of your tears in those pages. Years later when you come across those patches, u'll realize how much you've grown and learnt from that experience. Those who write diary regularly will know how horrible it is when the pen does not write well and we run around the house to find one single pen and we scream on top of our voice if its of not the color ink that we prefer. This has happened to me so many times and i've even gone out to buy blue gel pen at an odd hour just to continue writing.
I'll never ever stop writing my diary.